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유학후 돌아와 처음으로 잡은 일자리는
서울의 H 대안학교와 부산의 B전문대학의 강사였다.
지난학기 이 두학교에서의 강의는 말하자면 임금노동이었던 셈.
서울의 학교에서는 시간당 3만 5천원의 제법 괜찬은 보수였고 나에게 주어진 시간은 주당 4시간.
부산의 학교에서는 시간단 1만 6천원의 뒤로 넘어갈 보수였고, 나에게 주어진 시간은 주당 4시간.
서울의 학교에서 약 오십몇만원의 강의료가 매달 지급되었으니,
나의 연봉은 약 오백만원가량.
부산의 학교에서는 약 이십여만원의 강의료가 매달 지급되었으니,
이와 합치면 나의 연봉은 약 육백 오십여만원 가량.
그런데 매우 이율배반적으로 나의 연봉은 약 삼백여만원으로 하향조정 될 수 밖에 없었는데,
이유인즉 부산행 왕복 KTX의 운임을 제해야했기 때문.
-_-
그런 나에게 삼백만원을 줄테니 작업을 해보겠냐는 제안은
참으로 돈의 유혹이 아닐수가 없는데,
심지어 그 삼백만원이 고스란히 작업비가 아니라
작가의 생활비를 책정해 챙기라고 하는 통에
나는 제법 떨고 있다는 것.
그러나 이 가뭄의 한줄 단비같은 프로젝트에 제대로 협조하지 못하고,
수면관리가 제대로 되지 않는 무일푼 인생의 태만을 고치지 못해, 늘상 책임자의 전화를 놓치거나,
밤새도록 어떻게 돈을 쓰면 잘썼다는 소문이 날까를 고민하느라
눈밑에는 다크써클이 생기고 아랫배는 풍선처럼 부풀어 오르는 증상과 함께,
15일이 데드라인이었던 작품기획서를 여적 쓰지 못하고는
이것은 혹 (꿈에나 그리던) 무의식적 사보타주는 아닐까 하며,
내심 황홀해 하고 있는 것이다.
-_-
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